Kestrelwind | LeafClan | Dawn-of-Warriors

Kestrelwind | ♀ | LeafClan
[last updated 2/24/18]

Technical Stuffs
age- 44 moons as of last update (see above)
rank- warrior

Personality Type- {infj}

Kestrelwind is often misclassified as quiet. She only participates in interesting conversations or speaks up to defend what she believes in. It often surprises others how intense she can become when arguing about morals or fighting injustice. She loves to play therapist and has quite a knack for seeking out others who are in need of her special ability. Although this is also taxing because Kestrelwind easily becomes invested in the issue and now sees the other cat's problem as her own. 

Romantic Stuffs
orientation- heterosexual (questioning) 
love language- quality time (touch is 2^nd)
turn ons:
   -quality conversations about moral decisions
   -standing up against insensitivity
   -someone who sees through her occasional passive aggressiveness
   -authenticity

turn offs:
   -someone who is incapable of communicating feelings
   -using logic over heart in decisions
   -someone who fights fire with fire
   -superficiality

Extra Info
Likes
   -small groups of super close friends 
   -trying to break down cats' emotional barriers
   -cuddling (only with really close friends and family)
 
Dislikes
   -shallow conversations
   -large groups
   -feeling misunderstood

Fears
   -making a morally impure choice that she could never forgive herself for
   -being abandoned by someone she cares about

History
Kithood:
   -Kestrelkit is the eldest of her litter of three: her, Nettlekit, and Brokenkit
   -At about one moon Kestrelkit noticed all the other kits had dads, but she didn't
   -Kestrelkit never got along with the other kits in the nursery, Viperkit and Icekit, because they were so spoiled
   -She began asking about their father, but her mother emotionally manipulated her by asking why she wasn't enough for Kestrelkit to be happy, so the kit stopped asking
   -The young she-kit tried becoming friends with her brothers but they never wanted to talk about the same stuff she did
   -Sparklestar disappeared. Kestrelkit really hoped she was okay.
   -Shiningheart lead her apprentice ceremony, naming her Kestrelpaw

Apprenticeship:
   -Kestrelpaw still had a hard time relating to her peers and felt like she didn't fit in
   -Despite her lack of a social life, not everything was dismal because she took joy in learning 
   -Kestrelpaw excelled in her apprenticeship
   -Unlike Nettlepaw, Kestrelpaw refused to join the rebellion and strongly disapproved of those who did

Warriorhood:
   -Kestrelpaw becomes Kestrelwind
   -Soon after, she watches Nettlestorm become mates with Indigocloud, this awakens a deep sense of loneliness within her
   -Kestrelwind falls into depression
   -Her mother gives birth to Eveningkit and refuses to reveal the father
   -Kestrelwind attempts to ask her mother, but once more her mother tries to evade the question
   -Kestrelwind despises her mother's secrecy and shuts her mother out of her life, refusing to talk to her, nonetheless show affection
   -the she-cat feels more alone than ever
   -LeafClan was destroyed and she migrated to SeaClan, then to StoneClan, still not making any friends
   -Kestrelwind assumes something is wrong with her and seeks help from the medicine cat, Marigoldpath, but is deemed sad, not ill
   -The Clans are forced to leave their territories and travel together, this brings new hope that she will make a close friend, depression fades away as she begins interacting with all the cats around her
   -Kestrelwind, loyal to Sparklestar, stayed behind at Rose Nest to help teach and protect those cats
   -Kestrelwind misses her brothers and later decides to try to catch up with the clans
   -When she arrived, news of the wolverine and the brave cats who died reached Kestrelwind. Although she is home now, home doesn't quite feel happy yet. 

Relationships

Key-

 - Doesn't know well/Has heard about
 - Acquaintance
 - Uncomfortable around
 - Afraid of

 - Pities
 - Ex-crush
 - Ex-mate

 - Likes
 - Considers a friend
 - Friendly rivalry
 - Platonic Love
 - Close friend

 - Admires
 - Respects
 - Trusts
 - Idolizes

 - Distant family
- Chosen family
 - Close family

 - Mate
 - Attraction
 - Crush
 - Obsession

 - Cares for
 - Loves
 - Would die for

 - Dislikes
 - Hates
 - Wants dead

 - Finds interesting
 - Fascinated by
 - Suspicious of

LeafClan
Nettlestorm | brother | BrightstarRavineclan |//
Brokenstripe | brother | up for adoption | //
Eveningbloom | sister (younger litter) | BrightstarRavineclan | //

Role Playing
status- open
platform-
   -comments: preferred
   -google docs: preferred
   -notes: not prefered, but will do occasionally
   -skype: not prefered; for close friends only
   -chatroom: nope
   -forum: nope

rating-
   -G: not prefered; usually too boring
   -PG: yes
   -PG-13: yes
   -M: when she's older; depends on plot; must have a heads-up

format-
   -script: depends on platform (usually skype only)
   -short paragraphs: prefered
   -long paragraphs: depends on plot & platform 

Rp Sample-

    Eyes were everywhere. The deer herd took turns watching for their sworn enemies, such as Maggie. But her prey wasn’t the only one she had to hide from. Eyes in the trees scanned the surroundings warily. “Monkeys,” Magnolia groaned under her breath. Stealthily, she maneuvered her way around the herd of deer, searching for the weak one. There was always a weak one.

    As if it had been cued by her thoughts, a frail specimen limped near the flank of the herd, letting his guard down to snack on some grass. While targeting this weakling, the world around the lioness faded into white-noise, an ignorable background. Her eyes locked on the target as she inched closer, rolling her paws to avoid making noise.

    In an abrupt cry, monkeys alerted the herd of her presence. The startled herd scattered in all directions, and Maggie made a leap for it. Her cover was blown so there was no point in returning to the shadows. Most of the deer outran Maggie, but the injured deer failed to do so and was left behind. Out of the corner of her eye, Magnolia noticed a large figure racing towards them. Time seemed to move in slow motion as all three figures: Maggie, the deer, and the unidentified creature, collided in midair.